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Feelings Left Outside

by Blood Skid

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1.
Tony Hawk Pro Skater 2 01:07
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Glad to be depressed Staying home alone counts as progress I give to much and get what I deserve Helping other people makes my life worse Being outside does nothing for me, scared my friends might die and DIY goes with them Glad to be depressed Staying home alone protects from outer threats I'm buried under piles of regret, I'm sorting through them all to find the friends I have left Hoping the dirt stops building up cuz If it stays like this I'll wanna give up Saving myself the time Won't listen to you or others whine Can't cooperate or get in line Don't exaggerate about cut ties Every time I try to speak I can't get my message clear Every time I try to speak I can't get my message clear Every time I try to speak I can't get my message clear Every time I try to speak I can't get my message clear
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Lefthand-Man 01:04
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Trying to figure out how to waste my day Trying to figure out how to make you stay Betrayal seems To be your name Considering all you've done What was striped from me? A peace of mind Lost my trust cuz you love to lie Must I keep a distance Never show my interest To protect myself from the stress As soon as you leave I become relieved When you're near I cant breath Trying to figure out how to waste my day Trying to figure out how to make you stay You hear the words I say but your not listening Change the topic with what you dream is way more interesting Tensions got to high Cant seem to like the time I feel force to spend Distant memories makes me cling to you Hearing you speak makes me cringe Trying to figure out how to waste my day
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Cry Baby 01:38
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Seems like you're acting fake trophy for the hardest life you'd like to take. But you've never seen the darkest part of struggle lie and claim that you know some type of hustle but that's a lie to hide the coward on the inside I know you tried but nothing works out Cry baby evolve remember after all you're only human negative vibes are transcribed being passed around drown it out drown it out drown it out So you pout till life gives you a turn to hear you're pain is the least of my concern I've learned to block you out. You get mad and always look for more clout. I doubt you did nothing wrong cuz I know you'd do anything to get inside a thong cant blame your actions on the alcohol cuz your tolerance you swore was strong Cry baby evolve remember after all you're only human negative vibes are transcribed being passed around drown it out drown it out drown it out I see the guilt on the face of a coward You tried to move so fast but the shit you devoured was disgusting and spreaded like a diseases, I indulged and had fun to say the least. But you put me in places I didn't wanna be. And you made me see things I didn't need to see. I guess it's funny cuz it shaped who I need to be. Though I'm not strong I'm ok with being me
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For You & The Cacti 01:17
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Somniloquy 01:48
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Got lost in sleep like I do This time it was too soon Salted all my fresh wounds While looking for something new Facing repercussions from my biggest mistake At one point this love wasn't fake Worshiped you as a second half Now all that shits in the past This was a bad idea from the start That's why it didn't take us far Talked about being together for years When we couldn't even make it through the 1st Now look at what we became I hope I don't remember your face Your moving from phase to phase Trying to see what works worse Getting damaged in the process And moving in reverse I guess I cant object this is what I expect filled with regret hoping that your content But I know you won't be when time takes effect You'll get depressed again
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1-800-fragile 00:48
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Accountability 02:01
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Where does this go From being loved to being controlled Plastic cant hold Pressure to the mask Will cause you to crack Cant seem to take a blame Insecurity is always in the way Wishing to be praised But complements are meet with complaints We're enjoying company recklessly But our actions show what we need to see A hatred that Is bound to lead to Whispered insults soothing us to sleep What do we prove by living miserably Love dies so that we can breath Move on and predict the tragedies Fake strong and show no agony Pretending to give care though we're just making talk Acted like we'd share but we need to keep apart Pretending to give care though we're just making talk Acted like we'd share but we need some time apart Playing with emotions just cuz we're bored The quieter we get the more we are ignored Louder that we speak shows what we've endured Blaming it on our past will cause us to be Stagnant Seeing all the negatives but act like a pacifist Realizing what we've caused but only in a retrospect Being at a loss is what's expected But we find the worst ways to express it
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With Everything Said 01:22
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With everything said I'm always ignored Making no progress has left me alone Became absolute, couldn't ask for more Hoped for starvation, cuz it's deserved Had compassion, felt sorrow, then pushed good people away I seem to just use Leaving them drained and me understood Hoping to change but I'm still confused Hoping to change but I've been abused Talking my pain does not get me threw All that I paint is black with some blue Always the wrong whenever I choose Trying to do right But my heart will refuse Trying to do right But my heart will refuse
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Cats Cry 01:58
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Seemed like fun times to me Hearing that you care feels to sweet Got issues pushed right to my face Twist words to put us back in play I'm glad you stayed for all these years In return I'll be here to wipe your tears I lost connection Gave attention to something else Made me put my feelings on the highest shelf Feel sad looking in your eyes Get the feeling I'm about to lie Cuz the truth doesn't help your mind Efforts mean nothing with time passing by Planning for the downfall protects from the pain Hearing what you say but i'm never listening Held back aggression caused by misery Think to much and burn what I see What else must I say? Put all of my emotions on display I think that this is a nice change of pace cuz I'm so use to being fake Smiling at the faces that I hate to give us so much more Since we're amongst the poor and can't afford to ever care this is not fair Seems to cause all of my despair All of my despair All of my despair All of my despair
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Ephemerals 02:50
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Dreaming Glancing over to Friendships that will Last lifetimes Break apart Our dying passion We're lost We're gone In reflections all I ever see are old faces staring back at me The ones I lost, left behind, and forgot about While wasting time doing nothing chasing after clouds Blaming time, blaming this blaming that But truth is they all had what I lacked A perspective with less empathy Connections with the reality they bring Dreaming Glancing over to Friendships that will Last lifetimes Break apart Our dying passion We're lost We're gone Lost perception Felt connections Fueled by negatives They leave us vulnerable Lost perception Felt connections Fueled by negatives They leave us vulnerable
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chill, it's not that deep 01:45
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Seeing you weep Hurts my heart Wanted to hold you But comfort means nothing With hatred looming over head Aggressions never really far Coming out jarring Changing the tone Controlling space that we deemed safe Sleep to be closer to death Or avoid all projection Encouraging madness with silence Causing repulsion words my reflection Expressing my grief Without solutions Never knew how to make one Winds stop blowing the flow to go with Leaves all us a stray
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Times Not Real 03:49
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Don't want obligations Keeping my mind vacant Angst levels got to low Days went by time will fly But the mentality has to stay the same Everyday it's like this and it makes me so sick Having to live by numbers What I do depends on the time I don't want to be controlled by a clock I'll find peace once time stops I don't want to be controlled by a clock I'll find peace once time stops Everyday is the same always never entertained Pushed to make my own fun can only make living feel worse I don't want to be controlled by a clock I'll find peace once time stops I don't want to be controlled by a clock I'll find peace once time stops Never took a clearer look or had the time to try to find an explanation My heart grows vacant trying to convey what's on my mind Leaves me to see the chaos that I'll make with my decisions Never learned to keep my word or keep up with the way that life can change Been use to things not ever going well So I've become the coward Hiding in fear from whatever the future can bring

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Blood Skid is an effortlessly likable group of dudes who proudly embrace their love for sad emo riffs & power violence. The self-loathing lyrics & emotional performances that prompt audiences to release all of their built up frustration at life. Blood Skid created a brand of emo violence that they captured on this album "Feelings Left Outside"

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released February 14, 2021

Recorded By
Moses Crist
Donald Shameless
Mixed By
Christopher Dillard
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@lil_disappointed @denial.dog @chimchango
@jagatsuri @cobra.salad @noizyboy
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