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Disappointment
01:22
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Hello my names disappointment
Know the story of my choices
Love all drugs known to man
Pussys wouldn't understand
Written on your child's wall
Shadow dragged through every hall
My thoughts always filled with sin
Perfect human gone to shit
Such a lazy stupid bitch
I can't even start my life
Apathy controls my mind
There is nothing left inside
Knowing I'm misunderstood
Makes me fake and lie to you
Won't explain the wrong I do
See my ways
Extract my pain
Make my reasons sound the same
Only cuz I can't be tamed
All you know is selfish dues
I won't say what I'd do
Pathetic is my fucking name
Slowly I am going insane
I can't find any hope
So i just decide to give up
Disappointment
I own my shame
I will be the one to blame
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2. |
Thoughts
00:36
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Being alone in the silence
Pulling Hair being violent
I don't really care
About being here
There's no way out
How'd I get in
I can't stand it
I'm not really here
It's my nightmare
That I've been in
4 walls closed in
I can't focus
Doubt and sadness
Also my madness
Will all cloud around
My brain
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3. |
Jagged
00:21
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Split between attraction
That turned into a hate
I can't stand the sight of you
Please just go away
Wait don't go
Worries brought up today
Smoke for me to pretend sane
Everything's an arm and leg
I'm to broke for weed today
Understand my self hate
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4. |
No One Likes Me
01:03
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All these problems
I can't solve them
Build me up to be destroyed
My purpose in life
To be a toy
Always down never up sad and unhappy
Through my struggles everyone's laughing
Don't be by my side
Bad choices that I hide
To be a victim and play with your mind
Don't be fooled fake and cruel
How it is when I'm with you
A big lie one out cry
Not enough to hide these lies
I'm a parasite
A toxic mess
Apart of you
And when your safe
I'll prove you wrong
You're not special
I told you that
And now you know
You're just a pawn
In a game of found emotions
Going through my brain
And out of place
But you should've known from the start
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5. |
Hell Yeah 2x
00:26
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Everyone's a narcissist
The human race is cancerous
Made me turn to cannabis to take away my problems
See my pain
Enough gained
What's the purpose of existence
Maybe for us to be different
Make an album like ballistic to get through the pain
Why do you play the victim
Just to end up being with him
Pay for your decisions
How you waste your time
Going with the world
And how it makes you feel inside
How you really want to die
Finding out what's up with me
To play off your own needs
Act as if we're suffering
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6. |
I'm Done
00:26
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While you waste your time on me
I can aim right at your knee
Destroy your hype with a few words
Make sure you don't come around
Make sure that you keep that frown
What you feel is my words
Penetrate with nouns and verbs
Because you talked I'm going off
Crossed the line
Know my grind
You'd have to try
To have what's mine
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7. |
No Hope
00:42
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There's nothing left I can do
All my hope is wearing thin
Its bleeding through
Empty inside
I've dug a deep hole
Sinking slowly
I can't get out
Talked to me as if I'm stupid
Boy I'll kill that attitude
4 lines off the dome
Kick the rocks
You know your through
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8. |
Another Bowl
01:13
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My dependency can make me be a bad person
But who isn't these days
Going back forward to find out when I get passed it
And it won't go away
I can't live with the fact that I don't need it
Because when I don't have it I feel the pain that it hides
Qualities and properties that made me human
All left when you arrived
But what do you expect me to do?
Be alone and conversate with myself
Lose focus on what's important
Prioritized my drug instead
I'm going hungry I have no cash
Spent it all on weed that didn't even last
I need to change the way I plan
Can't go outside until it's cashed
Won't handle things on a sober mind
Yes i know it's a crime
But reality comes back and it gets harder to breathe
Pack another bowl to get through the cycle of things
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9. |
Suffocate
01:15
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Proven wrong again
If you came back
I would turn on myself
Just to enjoy your embrace
One last time
Now what will you say when you ran out of words
Caught in a lie so you lie so it's worse
Stuck at every corner with no reason to why
Explaining to myself that's living life
I can't justify the decisions I make
I can keep destroying and never create
Won't amount to shit and if I did I was framed
Don't believe it's all good I crave the pain
(Detach from the feelings
You've grown to enjoy
You're the reason why
I suffocate)
Be rid of your good vibes and petty beliefs
What's important to you means nothing to me
Comprehend what I say and then you'll see my deep depressive delusional feed
(Cease the feelings
Cease the hurt
Sick with apprehension
Suffocate)
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10. |
Is It Okay If I Say No?
02:26
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3 am as I stare in the distance
Altered perception
Comprehending existence
Seems I will never leave this place
Because I don't change I get worse with age
Stuck in a trap that I set for myself
High expectations so easily failed
Lack of motivation I can't find the time
More situations I make with my pride
It's all just a lie
To make it better
High hopes to get me
Through the weather
Puff puff on my weed
So I'm a feather
Flowing through the sky
But death is better
Causing my anger to get much worse
Watching all my pleasures
Become a curse stuck in a self loathing negative state
All things take an effort that I won't create
I used others
To kill the void that you caused
These promises that are false
Self care is lost become someone I'm not
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